stupid boy

    When the world turns dark
    And the rain quietly falls
    Everything is still

    Even today, without a doubt
    I can’t get out of it
    I can’t get out from the thoughts of you

    Now
    I know that it’s the end
    I know that it’s all just foolishness
    Now I know that it’s not true
    I am just disappointed in myself for
    Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride


    I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
    Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
    Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you, no it doesn’t mean that
    It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
    When it’s the type of day that you really liked
    I keep opening the raw memories of you
    Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward
    I don’t even make the effort to escape

    Now
    I erased all of you
    I emptied out all of you
    But when the rain falls again
    All the memories of you I hid with effort
    It all comes back, it must be looking for you

    Now there is no path for me to return
    But looking at your happy face
    I will still try to laugh since I was the one
    Without the strength to stop you

    On the rainy days you come and find me
    Torturing me through the night
    When the rain starts to stop, you follow
    Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

    What can I do about something that already ended?
    I’m just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
    Rain always falls so it will repeat again
    When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

    Rain always falls so it will repeat again
    When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well