I wonder if you......

As i think only of you all day
A single stream of tear flows on its own

Step by step, i see you
So even as i work, tears flow without me knowing

When i sing
When i walk the streets
I’m filled with thoughts of you 
There are many things to laugh about forcibly
Like a wind-up doll, like it’s my job, i laugh

Even when i watch tv
Even when i meet my friends
I’m filled with thoughts of you

I wonder if you hurt like me
I wonder if you cry like me
I wonder if you live all day in memories like me

Because i smile every day
Because i show my smiles,
They think i am happy
But how can i smile, how can i smile without you
I smile but tears flow again

When i miss you

I coincidentally heard news about you, are you doing well?
I think I’m doing well
It’s a relief, I seem happy
I thought I’d still be struggling

Feeling a bit lonely -feeling depressed
I kept wandering through past memories
The deeper the night grew
I needlessly got a bit sad

When I miss you
When I long for you even more
I blankly lay there
Eventually, not going to sleep

Even when I miss you
Even when I think of you more
I am alright, very alright..
If only you are happy

It feels like I am floating in the air
It’s a problem that doesn’t necessarily need a conclusion
If it awakens like last night’s dream, it all scatters
If I try to approach you, you keep getting farther, why do you keep getting farther

When I was with you, before I let you go
I loved you with all my strength
So I have no regrets
I thought the person for you was me
But I guess it’s not

The road I took to take you home, the coffee we drank together
The book we read together, the drama we watched together
I long for all these things so much
The road I took to take you home, the coffee we drank together
The book we read together, the drama we watched together
I long for all these things so much

ANNIV mam'schild

  HAPPY ANNIV MAM'sCHILD

Dan pertengahan September 2012  kemarin kita ngerayain ANNIV loh (ulang tahun Mam’sChild) ya kita ngerayain, dengan bikin acara photo season di daerah sentul, acara photo2 ini yg kordinasiin gue sendiri di bantu dengan Desi(nana) photo grafernya beserta tim kerjanya mbak ayas dan dian , kita photo season ngambil thema casual + kemeja casual dan polo candy …. Ya kebetulan anak2 mams ini sering bgt foto2 untuk masalah gaya jgn di tanyakan jangan di ragukan deh hahaha nah di bagian ini sedikit unik biasanya sebelum foto itu orang yg difoto harus di make-up dulu biar bagus nanti pas di foto, kebetulan anak2 mams itu pd gak ada yg pernah  make-up “ya iya lah secara cowo’ tp ternyaya si desi udh nyiapin mbak ayas untuk me-make over anak2 mams, supaya ganteng pas di foto , alhasil septian, huda ,gue dan dhimas di dandanin kalo si ajay , ryan ,holdi ,zae,  sm indra gak mau mereka cumin di kasih pelembab dikit + bbcream lah~  kita sebernya udh dapet spot yg okeh tp krn kebanyakan msh malu2 sm fotografernya jdi kebuang sia2 deh waktunya dan kita di usir dr spot itu sama satpam soalnya gak boleh foto disitu hmm……  akhirnya setelah mencari spot yg bagus dan aman dr satpam2 usil tadi ( ngumpet2 biar gak diusir lagi) kita menu spot yg bagus buat foto  hahahah

Dan  season foto dibagi menjadi 3 bagian yaitu under 170cm (septian ,huda ,holdi) , geng besar (ajay , indra ,dan mami jae ) dan geng cool ( gue ,dhimas dan ryan )tapi sebelum di bagi jadi 3 kelompok anak2 mams udh foto sendiri2 dengan kostum andalan kia masing2 ,  kita mulai foto itu dari siang jam 11-sampe semuanya udh buluk ,  pokonya acara anniv tahun pertama mams seru nih di kasih foto2 nya 

  Indra

Ryan

Dhimas

Holdi

  Setho

  Azay

  Septian

Zaenuri

Huda 

WE ARE MAM'S CHILD

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 1THN

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